If I was bigger I wouldn´t care

Let me tell you something you already know
My eyes get itchy by your selfie flow

If I was bigger I wouldn´t care

I swear, I will grow out of this despair

Not follow, watching, stalking

Not spy on every step you´re walking

But the greedy fast food satisfaction

Of noticing your lack of decent action

Is such a guilty pleasure

A creamy, carb filled treasure

I am such a lazy witch

But I feel better watching you, bitch

You are a wind follower

A swallower

Of every other person´s thought

Of anything that can be bought

A copy cat with no real imagination

A new generation of this human nation

Really,

Ideally,

I shouldn´t throw rocks in this boat of glass

But it´s a great distraction from my own flaws

Really,

Ideally,

I should be turning down fake friends

Do a personality cleanse

But on the other side of that awaits

My only self with all its´ weights

Such empty silent mirror of critique

I rather put a fake kiss on your cheek

I kneel

I feel

A growing migraine from this nonsense

Our own integrity’s lacking consense

Frustration building up behind my wall

Right here underneath my left eye ball

I swear it will lead to stroke this time

My brain is full of snot and slime

Of my own addiction to what I know

Is just a cheap and empty reality show

A distraction from what we are

Too scared to look under our scars

Banging on that chest like king kong
Let me put it in a song
because it sounds better that way
I can't really tell if we're sad or gay

But we sure look awesome on that pic from last night

You can´t at all tell that we just had a drunk fight

And my words of wisdom that I found online

Got plenty of likes so who care´s it they´re really mine?
You'd be a great liar if we'd put you to trial
With a toothpaste commercial kind of smile
And your chabby chic quotes on your kitchen wall

It’s a wonder how stupidly your followers fall

Gasping after a pic of your meal

Like that's such a big freakin deal

You are the hidden part of me

And vice versa, can´t you see?

If a human body is falling

And no one hears her calling

This forest is an empty shell

A river drowning her in hell